Well, here I'm, in the middle of nowhere, miles and miles away from home, pushed up by a unknowledge strenght, which make me strong and persistent enough, to carry on.
However, things do not stay like this for life. Being strong all the time is quite difficult.
Frequently I'm experiencing sad moments, because of those which I love, but are still far away from me.
I must to admit that, making it to dissipate from my mind, is not a easy task.
As a dream, suddenly I have flashs, and to many events from the past, in details even more and more visibles, come through. Then, my feelings becomes a huge barrier of being overpassed.
But in that moment, I remind myself of my aspirations and objectives in relation to the future. And grabbed to my FAITH, I take over my feelings, making all those barriers, to becomes only little hurdles.
I make plans, but only GOD knows the future.
Unless I have to change it, by reasons beyond my control, I'll stay here, until it has all been done.